Birthdae??

Could I say this is the most terrible birthdae for u after going through 19 years??
no point wishing u "Happie Birthdae" ryt?
I stil doubts should I send the bday msg 4u?
But,finally I sent alr..
Jz feeling is meaningless../=
There's no way you will feel happie at this moment ba..or mayb this period of time?!
Seriously..so sad bout u~
I couldn't help u for anythg..sorrie my best FRd..=(
Im' alone watching outside..
There's a big & dark sky..
Hope that there wil be meteors at this moment..
Then I will MAke A wish that A MIRACLE wil fall on yoU~
I could sacrifice anythg IF those meteors can bring this miracle to happen on him~
But..there's no~
I'm so "sha" ryt? Mayb dat's what u oways said "Soh MuI"..

Noe?
Is vry bad when my frd around me feel sad..
And that's yoU..
My Best Best frd..
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May the GoD opEn their Bright eyes anD bless YOU~

"Happie Birthdae" ~~~~

A BLUE BIRTHDAE~~