chilla~

I don't want you to lie to me ..

I knew ...

I bring lots of pressure to you ..yes I did !

I'm sorry babey ..

I ......

Whattttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt am I doing now? !

oH please wake up !

is Final you know that !

get all the trash out of your mind and go to studie now !!!!!!!!!!!!

Damn ! I hate this feeling !

bring me to the heaven , and then u just drop me to the hell again ..

yOu really made me think a lot ..do u know that?!

everytime ..

u did all that to me ......

yaaaaaaaaaaaa....stop ..................................................................................................

10 days to go ........

好辛苦

是不是不知道会更好??

你对她说的每一句话，深深地印在我的脑海

我无法不想

我很不舒服

心很痛

你到底在想什么?

把我当成什么?

现在

每一天

每一分钟

脑海里不停出现那句你对她说的话

眼泪不自主地流下

送我回家 下了车

走进电梯 我的眼泪又流下了

做功课 也在想

读书 也在想

上课 也在想

想着想着

我又哭了

我好想大喊

坐在我身旁的你

到底在想什么

现在　走着路

也一个人　　哭了起来

可是那伤并没有好

因为　　那一堆的疑问　仍在心中

一开始　　我就知道　我不能问

可是　我真的　突然　失去　安全感

我好怕

不知所措

考试中　我无法集中

我看着书　眼泪又掉下了

我找不到人说

不知道　该怎么说

我每一天　　都在为你掉泪

Breathless ..

IF there's nothing

why are u doing all this to me?????

noW since that day , u had changed ..

sO cold .. so strange ..

I can't take it anymore !

:（

到底现在是怎么一回事????????????????????????????????????????????????????

＝（（（（（（（（（（（（（（（（（（（（（（（（（（（

伤 它不会好

几时开始 ..哭了也不会好?

好想大声说 我爱你!

SUCKSWEEKEND!

Is that the way you are protecting me ?

Stop nonsense !

I don't want to hear any words from your mouth if you don't trust me !

Save it !

Begin from todae, I won't tell you anything bout my private life ! I VOWED！

Show me how much you could know !

And yea fcking 93 kids !

Don't step in my life !

You left me nothing but hurts ..

5.45am

wee~

simply update xia since im ntg to do now.

Argh..damn busy everyday..

don't even hav time to oi oi..

becum older n older lol..

one more week to go and i wil hav one week holiday yay! XDDDDD

freaking stress coz many projectssss!!!! ahhh i hate projects ! T.T

homework n test stil okie, why the shit projectss!!! AnnoYing !!!!!! -.-

but is happie to go through all these together vf my two close courmates! I love them!

haha..

lol..todae yau gor gor cook supper for me..milo oso make for me..lol..

so touch man..xing fu is jz so simple..that's y it comes vf this sentence..:D

yohh..bu kui is my dear XD

uhm..wht else ha??

e.e

miss family & friends luu..haha..

miss kp corner ! XD

wait for me ! im coming bac soon..hahaha..

Love my life now! yay !

mwax!

rIP for the earthquake tsunami ppl :(

god bless ~

nitess people! ^^

busyy

Lots of NON-STOP assignments
Quizz
Tests Coming in..
evryday also bac at AM and go to col at AM as well..
even the guard also say Morning to me whn i bac home..lol..
slp few hrs or mayb jz minutesss per day

freaking tired
somehow stressful
Uhm..nx week is the most stressful & busy week..eveyday got quiz & test..
or mayb comBo..quiz+test in a day..
die hard..

Uhmm..
but i wun giv up easily..
is so 充实 my life nw..
haha..is tension yea..it is..but i enjoy it vry much vf my frds!
Fight it til the mAX !
I can DO it! :)

long time din meet my gang & family
WaIt me and I'll be back soon :)

一起走

Finally, holidays begins.
But hav quite lots h/w hvt done yet :(
at home hav no mood to do..and oweys headache this few days =S

That day, a smal accident had happened during my Math Quiz.
.....
Aft the quiz, I was stil vry moody and stil in anger.
Tot my 2close coursemates had left..
Actually they hvt..
Once I came out from the class..
they 2 walk towards me..
asking me whether I was alright..
My tears fall agn..sorry..i thk i scare u guys ryt? is jz too panic n nervous n helpless at that moment..
is so touch anyway..
i rmb wt u guys said :"要走就一起走，我们哪里会留下你"
and funnie one.. "我答应你,以后不关silence,开着.."..
lovely penny kinda hug me and keep 拍着我的肩膀..TT

leng zai,is impossible u on ur hp during the lesson lerh..haha..
but u are seriously so cute..treat me like a kid...lol
Thanx you two hehe..♥

I'm happie n enjoy my new life ♥
I miss u guys though is oni two days we apart frm each oth~
hOpe to open sch soon..
Holidays is jz so lame n boring..zzz

anyway, enjoy this holidays and rest well.

Happy Holidays & Happy CNY ♥

wanted to say

Uhm..
Where is the place i should vent out my feelings ?!
Been enduring recently ..
Never seem to turn better ..
是真的
厌倦了
真心对待那些
怎么都不会懂
不会珍惜的人
还要把伤带给你的
我
真的好想
呐喊
...
我很努力地
投入我的学业
我不希望
再被你们
影响
我努力做好自己

却改变不了你和我

Mayb treating you in such a way making you to hate me is also good
I'm sorry
I dunno how to treat you good anymore
Coz you had changed , or mayb me
I'm bored..exhausted..disappointed towards you guys

haiz
无奈
works & assignments bcum more n more ah..
jia you ba (:

I..

seriously..
wt's going on?
dOn u see im changing?
im trying to tolerance..
im controlling my temper..
im thinking in a positive way..
wtever u guys say..
Im taking in sincerely..
im trying to avoid..
why u turn out to be like this?
I reli hv ntg to say to u anymore..
Damn you are juz freaking petty !
SERIOUSLY DK WT U THK !
enuff for me~~
gO ahead and "dULAN"..DAMN!
im freaking WRonGED !

sometimes apologise is jz trying to appreciate and not to break the relationship..
but tolerance got limit as well..
one time..2nd time..3rd time.........
u nvr seem to appreciate anyway..
frustrated 99~

Alright..juz dOn cry k?
TEars is not worth for him..
wt's wrong?
ntg big deal !
not the 1st time ..
keep ur fucking pity tears !!!!
is jz sucks !
dOn like to cry ! F off !!!!

Juz wan to focus my studie ~
jia you xue er ~!!!

2011 1st post~XD

Yesterday,I past my new year eve alone :(
bCoz folow my bro bac early to KL ..zZ
super duper boring -.-"

my hse got a new member since thurs nite LOL :
黄金猎犬 [I used to call her 金毛] Xd

miss GAM MOU badly :'(
actually her name is QQ --"
1st day she came alr piss 3 times and shit on my bed=="
but she is reli freaking CUTE and nottie !!!! hahahaa...
oni2 months ++ now..but damn heavy!!! XDD
see, she keep bite thgs -.-
1st nite she sleeps vf me..once come in the room alr bite my laptop cable..omg ><"
i damn worry whn i got up my cable wil bcum 两段...luckie don hv..
jz piss 3rd time on the bed --"

I'm jz missing her and my family & Friendss!!!!!! LOL
hope this week pass soon ,I want to go BAC to ply vf her !!! hahahaha..

19th years is really really vry vry bad for me!! --
Hope 2011 wil be bring me lucksSSSSSS!!!!!!
Happie RAbbittt YEAr to all my friends !!!! hehe ^^v