sOrrie!

I'm Sorrie , DaDDie !

怕

那心中的恐惧
无法平复
我只好
假装坚强
告诉自己会没事

很累 真的很累
头很痛
想呕

心有余悸

不想说了
渴望着
一个人
紧紧地
把我抱在怀里
让我感觉你的体温
让我感觉温暖

:'(

jOke?

I can do what u wish !
What u told !
WHat u WArned !
I can pretend nothing in front of you !!!
but please !
I pleaSE you !
dOn irritate me !
You KNOW it well !
YOu know what hurt me the most !!!
DON"T YOU?!!!!!
maybe YOU never noe me ba..

I'm sorry if you want to say im XIAO QI !
This kind of joke ,seriously ..I cant take it..
sorry..



u make my tears fall agn ..
yeA..
You did it ...

犯“贱”

我的苦
你未尝过

我的痛
你经不起

我的泪
你不用擦

我的处境
你不曾设身处地地为我想

我的苦衷
你又知多少?

我的累
你更不会懂


那些逆耳的话，我听厌了

没有在你们面前emo,就请别再把那情绪怪在我身上
再痛再苦我都会忍
别再置评
因为
你根本不懂!
我会自己走，无论前面多坎坷~
谢谢“你”的"话"..省下吧~
你的先入为主，自以为是，我受不了~

死不了，我都还好=]

所谓的犯贱，只不过是人之常情~

看程度，情况=]

T.T

哭
my sl..
phone cnt be called this few days..
little dear..he busie assignments..
=[
cry..
keep crying..
no one could und ..
ya..
smile..
i did alr..
i smile in front of u guys de..
tot i reli ntg..
haha..
y?
alone..
thn cry..
=[
feel vry sad..vry vry vry sadddd..deep inside my heart..
breathless..
u tot I like it??
you are my mom..
now?
are you my loved one?
seriously.. i dunno le..
我尽力了
sorry..
oth than cry..
i cnt do anythg..

xue er !!!!!"jz stop it KAY !!
don cry le !!!!!
don get flu !!!
ur nose ..ur nose jzzzzz.."
=[[[[[[[

jz a little bit okie vf you le..
cn talk bac like frds le..
don wn u to see me SAD
I DON WAN!
=[

i wil be okie..
i wil..
wo hui mei shi de....
=[

哭　哭累了
就会睡
抱紧那枕头
TT

开心面对问题..LOL

ee..
todae..
went out yc..
suddenly..
Py asked bout my holidays..
oh ya..
i jz realized she din noe anythg bout my studie..
well..
I felt so so so..
dk how to describe that feelings..
is jz sucks ..
at last i explained evrythg..

oh..guess what..
feel fortunate to tell her evrythg bout me..
she told me lots that..
hmm.actually i don dare to face it til now..
I lock myself in scn stream is jz bcx i don dare to go anymore further than this..
I should re-consider wt actually suit for me..
ya i noe everythg is started frm zero..
but..hmm..jz complicated..
meaningless to explain since i m the one who has to do the final decision..
but seriously..
i Hav to thx al of u todae..
especially PY and ZAI..
LOL..

feel great and admire the courage & spirit of Zai in fighting evrythg in his life..
shud learn it..impressive indeed~
THX you two for giving me lots advice..or mayb nt advising..guiding or anythg la..
Jz thanx!
and siamang too..
i noe hw she feels..
jz like me..
sincerely wish her that she could get what she wants!
god bless two of us~
oh ya..and bzaii too..
start to find out his...his wt?his "BAD" behaviour but actually not..
dunno..or cn say is like i thk his way of "supporting & helping" me is kinda diff frm others..kinda like at 1st u would feel uncomfortable n sad with wt he said..but thk deeply vf his WORDS..
u wil und ..
hmm..ya..like "WAKE"..
appreciate in wt he said and wt he told me evrytime..though i need time to "filter" it..
LOL..kinda unique frd~
anyway..
thankiu evryone~
XD

k lar..love all of u..
got to thk thk thk agn le..
LOL..

I'm not only dreaming oways..thinking oways as well..e_e
mayb is not the right time to thx u guys..
coz i hvt success yet ..=[
well..wish me best best best of lucks!
I must made a right decision ~!!

Believ3

在这个家
根本没有人信任我
我知道
我不被肯定
但
为什么
什么事
都可以怪在我头上
难道
我做错了一件事
其他的都错吗?
永远都是错的吗?

我再怎样下贱
也都不会偷你的钱!!!
你酱多年
含辛茹苦
对我供书教学
不是白费的
我小小就懂得偷东西是不对的!!!
要偷
也不会笨到偷自己家人的钱!!!
=.=
问都没问
就说是我
宁愿说是自己的女儿，也不怀疑是外人给少你
会不会太可笑了?!!!
懂我的心有几痛吗?
=[

好吧
或许
我应该
习惯
你们这家人
我不属于你们

我终于懂得如何回答了
其实答案很简单
在这里
我感觉不到我的存在
我感觉被厌恶
不被信任
好窒息
一刻一分一秒都不想留在这里
妳说得一点也没错
我就是
爱我的朋友
重视我的朋友
因为他们
给到我想要的

算了
你们不会明白
在你们眼中
我只是个废材

心碎

Missing you'ss

ah bii !!!
ah bii !!!
I miss u so much !!!
LoL..
wish to hold you in my arms !!
=[

haha
honestly
I had been asking myself for so many times
answ is that
...
I was wrong to let you walk away frm my life
review a lots bout u and me
I miss those days
Miss ur words
ur smiles
ur love
ur....
well ,it had past
I knw
kind of feel so sry to you
you cried ..

Mayb juz as they said
wrong timing with the right person =]
缘分 它说来就来 说走就走 ..

ignore me
kinda out of mind todae
u.u

haa
Just an eMO nite ..
sleep ba..

***If god may teach me how to forget & forgo you ..***